moving on

Well, I went to see the housing counselor again today to finish up some prep paperwork for in case we get a buyer. I'm trying my best to stay hopeful, faithful and upbeat about this hold procedure but it is hard. I still don't know what I should do about trying to move or just stay and hope if I go for this teacher gig that I will have a job and still be able to make payments until a buyer is found.

For things to be complete I am praying for a buyer cause I don't want to walk away and get a major ding on my credit. I seriously need a budgeting class and to let go of some of the amenities like cable, Internet and phone to reduce my expenses. These are things I have been looking at for a while but just don't want to get rid of cause I'm being difficult. I guess as Dave Ramsey says, If you want to live like no one else; you have to live like no one else.

There are so many things that needs to be done to the house to make it look better but I just don't want to spend the money or put the work in. Shoot if I had put the work in two years ago stuff wouldn't be so bad. Well, as Joel Osteen would say stop looking in the past and move forward. That is why the post is called moving on. I am gearing myself up to move on and try to move upward. Get things in line to be better for Nai and I. I just pray I have the strength to do the things I know need to be done.

Peace